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Name: Jordan
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Interests: Music.softball. the sound of metal tipped cleats on pavement. black and white photos. phantom of the opera. walking in the rain. candles. homewrecker.viva la bam. nirvana. my chemical romance. green day. rancid.from first to last. other bands. missy elliott. reading interesting books. matt. kayla.brianne.christina.nicolette.sam.jess.and you....
Expertise: Living life one day at a time...
Occupation: Government
Industry: Business


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Member Since: 3/18/2005

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Currently Listening
The Black Parade
By My Chemical Romance
Mama
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I don't love you like I did yesterday....

Myspace is my new home.

As some of you probably know now...

So...

Add me there if you want.

I might come back here.

Maybe.

Until then.

So long and goodnight.


Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Today hasn't been a good day.

I got hit in the head yesterday with a softball...had a headache until about midnight...

Woke up this morning...and I had to go to school...

That made the whole day even worse...

And, well, of course, everything piles up on top of school today...and that leads me to where I am now...At home, doing homework...

wohoo.

At least American Idol and Lost are coming on soon...

wohoo.


Saturday, May 20, 2006

I'm not the girl that stopped and stared, I'm not the the girl that lied...

Today has been a good day...

I watched Speak on Lifetime today..Good movie, but the book was a lot better.

She has a new boyfriend... It's not him, but this one won't last long.

He's like two years younger than her.

If I ever find another boyfriend worth keeping, remind me not to introduce her to him. I know, I'm selfish about this crap, but I'm pissed. And I'll probably end up in this same situation again if she gets to know him.

I know what you're asking to yourself...

Why can't she just let this go and quit her bitching?

Well, to answer that, I don't know why I can't let it go...If you don't want to listen, I don't give a shit. But if I don't have some kind of relief I will hurt more than one person that I love.

I seriously don't want her to get hurt. And I know she will. But he told her that he has "changed" for her. Well, he told me that too, she doesn't believe me. She told me that he calls just to tell her that he "loves her"..He told me that too.

He said that he would never hurt me...Well, we know the answer to this one...And he's already hurt Kayla...WHY CAN'T SHE FREAKIN' GET IT?!?

All I can say is that I've warned her..My family has warned her...Her friends have warned her..
So..I'm giving up. I'm just not going to care anymore...Or at least TRY not to care. If she wants to get hurt, then by all means, let her.

I've done my job.

She didn't do hers.

 

 

 

 


Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Your mouth is like a funeral, where kisses go to die...

She's done it again.

She broke up with him, a guy that was PERFECT for her...for HIM.

HIM.

Why is it that when I ask a friend for help, she does the exact opposite, and HELPS HIM?

This is bullshit, and she knows that I still like him.

Why, why, WHY does she do this???

I strongly loathe the guys here. Strongly.

And I'm starting to get pissed. Royally pissed.

Like Nicolette asked, Why do they like the whores???

WHY?!?!? CAN YOU ANSWER THAT FOR ME?!?!

 

 

 


Thursday, May 11, 2006


"Until I Met You"

--Mest--

Shaking on the outside
Because of what I'm feeling inside
My chest is fucking hurting
And my stomach's fucking burning

I laugh when you are crying,
You say inside you're dying,
Because you gave up way too early,
Your fucking pain is so deserving...

Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking off for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you

I fucking hate the way I'm feeling
Because my fucking life's not changing
You broke me down when you stopped caring
Your fucking misery's my healing

Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking off for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you

(Until I met you)

I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you
I never felt this way before
Until I met you
I never felt this way before
Until I met you

 

Why can't he just say that he wrote the note so that we wouldn't have to go through this???

WHY?
Why deny it when there were so many people around you?

Although...It is quite funny....

The whole thing is, really...

haha

I'm so pissed.

 



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